3 more days…

Just three more days till my 23rd birthday and I’m spending my day ….. alone….. yup again!!! *sigh* y?? coz eventhough my family are here, but they are in a situation where they are not talking to eachother, so it seems like i dun have anyone around except my sister. She will be accompanying me.. (I think)… and the worst thing that could even happen in my life… my hubby will not be around…well physically… only thru communication, although it’s better than nothing… I miss celebrating my birthday with him… Being with him, makes everything more special… without him, special days seems normal… I miss him.. miss my hubby. can’t wait to go back and see him again… Stupid thing.. last year, I didn’t take pictures when I was celebrating my birthday with him and his mom. Never realized that would be our last celebration together (edited to clarify: with his mom).. I miss her too but deep down in my heart, I know she is always near all of us that knows her… She is the most kind hearted person I’d ever met… besides my grandma didn’t even get the chance to tell her that I love her like my own mother… I hope she feels it though.. I hope she knows I REALLY care for her… I hope so… All I have to think now is just to believe she is really happy there with dad n GOD… she found her place there and that she will be watching down on us each day…

anyways, counting down till I get older… anybody wanna count down with me?

~ by itzjuztme on February 20, 2008.